A couple of years back, I was having a discussion about art and science at a bar with a friend, and it occured to me that it is an impossible question:

1. Science is the voice of the brain. Observing and absorbing the facts, analyzing them, identifying patterns, infering possibilities and cold bloodedly checking if those possibilities hold. It is essential in understanding the world. without it, one goes from random action to the next without recognizing what one is doing. there can be no sense of purpose...

2. Art is the voice of emotions, the voice of the heart. It is about observing the world and capturing the emotions that things and beings sucitate in one self. It is essential both in understanding oneself and in connecting with objects and beings, with people and with ideas. without it, there can be no enjoyment and no passion...

Do I prefer my brain or my heart? can anybody operate without equally relying on both?

3/6/2009 4:14:17 PM UTC     

I would like to thank all those that have had the patience to look for what I have to say for so long... I said a few days, well it took over a month, and what I will say is only a fraction of what, only a month ago, I though I could say as only personal things are my own decision...

I already warned that anything professional would be on my msdn blog, and it won't be still many days/weeks that I can speak about anything happening on the platform or  server for process stuff...

There are yet big news on the personal side:

There are encounters that change the way we think about life. there are encounters that even change our lives. Yet there aren't so many encounters that change both our life and our perception about life... encounters that one feels in the depth of his guts that nothing will ever be the same...

As much as I used to love writing, I have not felt I needed to say anything except what I whispered into her ears... As much as I always was available for my friends, I only cared about what she felt...

To cut a long story short, I am feeling legendary love, and think (when my ego is not under control)  that we (see next paragraph) are part of the circle of Cleopatra and Antonio, Antar and Abla,, Qais and Leila,  Romeo and Juliet.... etc. Time evolves, and we don't need a drama to boost our feelings...

I never felt this way, although I had extremely strong feeling for friends (with or w/o benefits) before and still do. I had teenage love(s) (I won't specify numbers, sorry), and even simulacres of the ideal love. I would die anyday to preserve one of my real close friend's life. I do have the most amazing kind of love, one that can never be changed or topped : My love for Arwa, the most intelligent and beautiful girl in the world, my daughter. But I still forgot my friends since I met her. I would not only die for her, I litterally can't live a day without her...

In three (extensible) words, I love Nadia, and she is my wife.

That's all I can say for now.

2/22/2007 5:26:08 AM UTC     

I have disappeared for a while, both on the blog and physically with my friends... I have a few surprises for everyone... keep watching in the next few days.

1/15/2007 7:06:57 PM UTC     

New girlfriend, new position, visiting new countries, new car, new phone, new style... All in the last few weeks !

Off course all the old rhythm of change and travel is still there...

Who said last year was incredible ?

10/4/2006 5:27:32 PM UTC